Well I have a lot of catching up to do, I've been out of action for a while but this week I've renewed my gym membership and I've been swimming more times in the past two weeks than I have in the passed 20 years.
To be honest the first few times were treading water but I managed to do about 18 lengths on Monday and my bones have been killing me ever since. Muscles I ddin't know could fit in my arms are screaming at me to stop and then I undo all the good work with rewarding my hard work with a sausage supper.
Honestly what's my problem, if you can answer that then you deserve to be a millionaire. I haven't a clue how I work now. I'm on the constant hunt for rewards and the more instant the better. How can a lovely pack of M&Ms be so friendly but an hour later you want to grab the little fellas by the ankles and throw them round the room?
I'm so fed up with myself, I decided to take action and I walked to work today, two and a half miles later my bones almost seized and I limped into work only to be met with a sea of faces who had driven passed me in their luxury cars.
Instead of rewarding myself with chips and curry sauce I hit the supermarket and opted for a lovely healthy sandwich. I hope this is finally the start of finding the bride inside me - otherwise it may all end in tears.
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